December 2009
73 posts
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onsecondthoughttt:
all in all- i’m glad you’re almost over. damn, you were kinda hard on me. THIS DEF WAS THE YEAR OF CHANGE, everything&everyone aren’t the same. i’ve accepted it now, cause there’s nothing else i can do but accept it. but there were those times where you showered me with some good love& i’m very appreciative for that. i had a lot of firsts and new experiences. yeah, i...
& I guess all I'm trying to say is that I'm scared...
I feel so selfish. I should trust you. But i’m sorry, it’s just me.
I just really like you, ok?
& I’m just scared.
2009.
Its crazy how 365 days can go by so quickly. I won’t lie, as much as I hate being pessimistic, I have to agree that 2009 wasn’t the greatest year. From messy heart breaks to stupid teenage decisions to an economic depression effecting my family to drama with friends to basically everything. But honestly? I grew up this year. I learnt so much from those conflicts. I fully learnt and...
MIA MARIE: For some reason, you’re always the...
Jon, i love you! PERIOD. Lets go 2010!
Hmph....
& just sometimes I get tired of these high expectations people have of me. I come off as such a good girl to many. Yeah, I’m really religious. Yeah, I have high morals & beliefs I hold onto. Yeah, I hang around the good crowd and we’re all just good kids in general. But seriously? I do one ‘bad’ thing, and its totally not cool. One, silly thing I do is held onto me...
@ samanthatumblesat
I got the nail polish @ american apparrel. It was 3 for 15! Mad nice colors! I got that light purple color (as shown in the pic), this minty green, & bright orange.
& Mel did my nails ( I can’t do my own nails to save my life. Ha )
Yup & today I got nail polish with the thin brushes so I (well technically Mel or Boom) could draw designs on my nails. only $1.80!
(& btw, in...
These guys!
Eron: Yooo...My beards growing in!
Kenne: Yooo..thats sick!
Me: ....I seriously don't understand why boys love facial hair so much!
Eron & Kenne: - just look @ each other -
Eron: Dude, thats like a man's being. thats what makes us men.
Kenne: yeah man, thats like our second penis!
111 111 111 x 111 111 111 =
jpenguin:
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I’m amazed. AMAZED. AMAZED.
Frankly, it’s been a few months, in fact, almost a year, and it’s like every day that passes, you’re on my mind. & I hate it. I want to get you out of my mind, and it seems IMPOSSIBLE. I still have your letters stuffed somewhere in my sock drawer, and I haven’t gotten the strength to throw them out. FUCK. I sound like a bitch, but in...
What love to a 4-8 year old is:
fallingheights:
ttahbam:
noturningback:
blogfunk:
whenshesmiles:
‘When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn’t bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That’s love.’ Rebecca- age 8
‘When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their...
crushes:
for the one and only,
you’re weird. i’m weird. i’m kind of hoping you’ll accept this mutual weirdness and call it love.
— you’ll figure it out
Christmas Morning
quite dandy! (:
Had 4 hours of sleep due to webcam-ing with Renz. Woke me up @ 8:30. Picked me up. To bayonne we go! Suppose to go jogging. BUTBUTBUT. he taught me how to drive instead! :D <3333 I was mad nervous (but he was def. more) But i caught on! I sortof suck but hey, more lessons are still to come right, renz? (cause i know ur reading this HA!) then after over an hr of driving, TRYing...
Goodbye
& finally, I can finally say goodbye to you. I can honestly say, you were the only person I liked for my whole high school career. Yeah, I’ve had flings and whatnots with a whole lot of other guys but then can you tell me what happened? In the back of my head, the image of you would always pop up. No matter how much more attention they paid towards me, it was still you that I wanted....
Despite embrassing myself in the worst way...
I must say, yesterday & this week basically was great! (:
School monday & tue were spent really well! Teachers were finally not assholes and were mad chill. Really getting into the Christmas spirit - watching movies, story telling w/ miesnik! etc. Oh& a lot of free pds & craziness goin on for spirit week!
Yesterday was was games! Funfunfunfun! I’ve never been so tired from...
For a monday, today was good!
Shorten Pds!
Bitching in Rel! HAHA mad hyper
A++ WHAAAT NIGGGAS!?!
Spanish class wasn’t a pain in the ass! :D spanish christmas movie!
Work! Mad compliments! :D my co-workers esp. elanor <333 Yay for little ornament thing! hehe
Picked up by Renz; Home; 500; etc
Simbang Gabi; sell!
“You may not be her first, her last or her only. She loved before she may love...”
– Bob Marley (via eletheowl)
Dorky guys.
eugeneedelx3:
musicallyxinsane:
heytherecarina:
I love guys who love their mom. I love guys who get along with my mom. The guys that are protective of their sister - even if she’s older. The guys that make up corny, but adorable excuses just so they can see you. The ones that know how to dress nice, and not look like a slob for most of the time. Gentlemen. Outgoing dudes; the ones who aren’t...
“Everybody has difficult years, but a lot of times the difficult years end up...”
– Brittany Murphy (via julie911) (via quote-book) (via alexaray)
Btw, just a heads up
Even if I seem like a major jerk/unappreciative of the things you do for me.
Just wanted to let you know.
I sortof kindof just a tad bit in a way like your visits. even if its just for 5 min. They really do make my day. Esp. yesterday, effin blizzard, man! But still. You still wanted to see me regardless. Despite you having no car. You still walked (& dragged your friends along) to see me in...
10 Reasons to Date a Soccer Player :D
alexaray:
1. We have the right touch. 2. We are used to scoring. 3. We can go in soft or hard. 4. We will make you scream for more. 5. Sweating is no problem. 6. Skill is definite. 7. We will play anywhere and anytime. 8. We can go for 90 minutes in at least 11 different positions. 9. We have tremendous stamina & endurance. 10. We always are on the top. 11. We are not afraid to get down and...
You would finally realize You don't have to cry...
- Through it All - Alicia Keys <3
AHEM.
[Just cause I know you stalk my tumblr! (:]
So like um yeah like uhh like ok like umm like...
Lol @ Escano.
“We ain’t gotta go all the way
But, baby, we can do somethings
A little...”
– Just a kiss - Mishon
Even though it makes me wanna throw up in mouth,...
I must say, you’re definately one of the sweetest guys I’ve ever known.
Only you would sneak out and bike to my house 12 a.m. just to see me before you slept.
Only you would stay up with me till 5:30 in the morning on the phone on a school night, listening to my random stories and girl ranting.
Only you would even fall alseep on the phone with me cause both of us wouldn’t...
“So there we were. Sharing the passenger seat, leaving probably just a few...”
“Innocence is sexy.”
– F.C.E.
& I must say, today was just great.
You know how they say ‘God puts everything in your life for a reason?’ Yup, that strangely happened quite a lot today! <3
Today I had guidence, but not with Br. Luke but with Mr. Patel. I was chosen to help the autistic kids in my school. It just so happened that I’m not only looking into physical theraphy as a career choice, but social working as well. So this fits in like...
I think Glee got me into a bad mood. lawl.
Effin Glee was such a corny last episode! Mad hyped for no reason! HA.
Well other than that, pretty decent day.
Highlights of my day:
Mr. FCKING Flores <33333 I think my heart just stopped beating when I reunited with my freshman love! HA! <3 (:
I love how it was disgusting out then beautiful after school. God has his ways! <3
Trying to steal that shit. Didn’t exactly work out!...
“God gives you answers in three ways: He says yes and gives you what you want, He...”
– (via timirose) (via heytherekohleen)
Hmph, pretty good day. pretty good day! (:
Hoboken w/ Mel & Mia. AA. Panera. 2 car tickets!? HA. Swim meet vs Hudson! Leggings & meal bet! Only lost by 6 points, poor e’lon! ): <3 you tho! first first. Taco bell. Boomer’s!
Hmph, I guess I needa learn how to cook! >:[ ha